tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24322418452538725342024-03-13T10:53:47.875+08:00生命夢屋Unknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger94125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2432241845253872534.post-5144464168833857522013-10-16T20:58:00.001+08:002013-10-16T20:59:50.837+08:00余德慧教授紀念學術論壇:越界跨域論知識及其實踐<span style="color: blue; font-size: large;">第五十二屆台灣心理學年會暨學術討論會<br /> 余德慧教授紀念學術論壇:越界跨域論知識及其實踐</span><br />
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召集人:林耀盛(政治大學心理學系)<br />
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余德慧思想作為一種事件,<wbr></wbr>可以說成為台灣人文社會領域的重要現象。思想家班雅明(<wbr></wbr>Walter Benjamin)說:「我的星宿是土星,<wbr></wbr>一顆演化最緩慢的星球,常常因繞路而遲到。」<wbr></wbr>余德慧教授學術上的在地迂迴、遠交近攻的渾成策略,猶如「<wbr></wbr>土星氣質」般,彷彿留下非主流的意象。但非主流、邊緣、餘外、<wbr></wbr>另類、異數,<wbr></wbr>都不足以反映余德慧教授遺留的學術人文風景與深度實踐義理。<br />
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今年第52屆台灣心理學會的年度會員大會暨學術研討會,<wbr></wbr>特別開辦一個主題學術論壇,一方面,<wbr></wbr>是向逝世已屆週年的余德慧教授(1951-2012)致意;<wbr></wbr>另一方面,是沿著余教授的思想痕跡,<wbr></wbr>嘗試從余老師生平關注的本土(文化)心理學議題,<wbr></wbr>到啟發新世代知識份子進行「跨領域」越界研究,<wbr></wbr>深度探討余老師耕耘的人文臨床(諮商)實踐之路。<br />
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此次特別邀請長期關注本土/文化心理學的專家學者,<wbr></wbr>以及曾直接或間接受業於余老師心理學薰陶,如今跨越心理學領域,<wbr></wbr>建構自身專業(如宗教、哲學、人類學、文化研究、社工、<wbr></wbr>精神分析)的中新生代專家學者,共同參與論壇。<br />
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期待透過此次論壇,思考、詰問或研議余德慧教授思想上、<wbr></wbr>實踐上未竟的議題、尚待努力方向,<wbr></wbr>以及形成某種學術論辯脈絡的思想緩坡,<wbr></wbr>並創新越界渾成的新知識路向,期能激發更多元深刻的學術思維,<wbr></wbr>使緩慢繞路的知識進程得以抵達新可能性。<br />
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<span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial;">花蓮</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15165839352563267544noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2432241845253872534.post-24633649271980359572013-01-26T15:53:00.004+08:002013-01-26T17:38:32.778+08:00天命(by沈素麗)<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><i><span style="font-size: large;">教授說:「我送一本書,把你的名字再寫一遍,表示我對你的
塵緣責任已了。」……啊!原來不替我簽名的理由竟是……我敬愛的老師余德慧教授,對不起!弟子未將所學的觀看能力運用於生活中。直到您躺進寒冷的冰櫃裡,直到最終告別式,您為學生上了那重要的一堂課……</span></i></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"> 就讀研究所時,我曾經問過指導教授:「您知道自己的天命是什麼嗎?」教授回答:「知道。」「是什麼?」我又問。「現在做的
是。」教授如此說。我愣了一下,心想:「教授認為做研究與教學是他的天命。他安於此,樂於此。但為什麼他能如此確信呢?」只是我沒有再發問,畢竟那答案是
教授的,不是我的,而我真正的困惑是:「我的天命是什麼?人應如何知天命?」但話語才說一半,懵懂的心已明白「知命」可不是簡答題、是非題,天命需經過一
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<span style="font-size: large;"> 做人文社會科學研究、寫論文需要有場域,我們稱為「田野」。教授建議我不妨考慮某道場,我很慎重,開車先去探看,不幸在半途迷了路,一個人在蒼茫雜草間尋找,周遭彷彿壟罩著鬼魅氣息。屏住呼吸好不容易終於抵達,已是黃昏。雖然道場佛號聲不斷,卻透露出某種冷與寂,回到學校後,我斬釘截鐵地告訴教授:「我不要研究那裡!」教授做臨終關懷與宗教研究,而我對老、病、死有太多不理性的恐懼,但他仍不放棄教導我,說道:「碩士論文只不過是培養研究能力,能力有了,將來想研究什麼議題都可以。」於是在他的引領下,我進入另一個可看見「病」,卻不易目睹到「老、死」的田野。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> 某次,教授拿了一本書給我閱讀。「看書」原本就是我的興趣與享受,高興地把書帶回家。隔幾天,我興趣昂揚地跑進教授的研究室,眉飛色舞,讚嘆書中論述有多麼精彩。沒預料到,教授一把捉起書來丟到地上,劈頭就罵:「看什麼書就黏在什麼書裡,妳不要再看書!」我整個人發抖,哪有這種老師!「什麼跟什麼!不看書怎麼做論文!這是哪門子教法?」待冷靜後,我開始思考:「老師是發現到我什麼缺點?所謂『盡信書不如無書』的道理我明白,但除了書本,到哪裡去找更好的知識來源?」我終於明白,他要訓練學生觀看能力,知識生產者,不能僅停留在「人云亦云」的階段。因為事件的印象太深刻,又似當頭棒喝,後來我開始慢慢轉向「閱讀生命」,那是教授無法從我手中搶過去丟在地上的書。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> 在田野浸泡一些時日,我將蒐集到的資料彙整,加上些許專家學者的論述,洋洋灑灑拿了十萬字草稿去叨擾教授,心中有點得意:「哈!論文應該快完成了。不難嘛!」教授視網膜病變未痊癒,他要我將內容念來聽。才幾分鐘,臉一沉,說:「素麗,我不是在訓練新聞記者,身為知識生產人,妳要從現象裡看到三層……」重寫!?我的內心再次感到嚴重受創,足足有半年時間不知如何動筆。但亦從那時起,重新審視田野資料,對現象的觀看能力日有進步。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> 教授曾經看著我說:「妳跟我很像。」我在心裡嘀咕:「您是大學者,我還曾經被您罵過『腦袋裝漿糊』,哪裡會像!」可是每當坐在電腦前,沉浸於思考中,時間不復存在,甚至忘了吃喝睡。憶起教授說過的話,我想:「也許是這一點跟老師很像。」於是提醒自己:「不可跟老師犯同樣毛病,要保持健康。首先,至少記得平衡身心的活動量。」教授是位很有智慧的學者,他願意訓練我研究的必備條件,但我好像跟他八字相衝,常常對他說:「不!」縱使惹得怒髮衝冠,他也總是按捺著脾氣,一再循循善誘。某次,他對我說:「我也是修行人。」我在心中打問號:「老師認為我是修行人?或者他知道多年來,我一直在尋找一位師父?」又想:「您沒出家!什麼是您的不捨呢?」未再發問,帶著疑惑離開。直到去年在他的靈前祭拜,雙手合掌時,突然「師父、老師」兩個詞出現腦海,重複又重複,次序開始混淆。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> 那年,碩士論文將完成,我高興的不是獲得一紙學歷,而是感覺到自己觀看能力確實有提升,因此,願意繼續跟著教授學習。教授的健康每況愈下,提出退休申請。我參加了歡送會。看見他為學長姊、同學簽名送書,當下也想索取一本作紀念,走到他面前,教授抬起頭來,看了我一眼,拒絕簽名送書。「為什麼送他們,就不能送我一本!您是不把我當學生?」當下我的心在流淚,自卑感開始作祟,跟他漸行漸遠。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> 教授的告別式,播放回顧短片,退休歡送會被剪輯進去了,那一段,教授說:「我送一本書,把你的名字再寫一遍,表示我對你的塵緣責任已了。」終於回想起來!當時教授正在講話,我的手機響起,跑到戶外去……啊!原來不替我簽名的理由竟是……我敬愛的老師余德慧教授,對不起!弟子未將所學的觀看能力運用於生活中。直到您躺進寒冷的冰櫃裡,直到最終告別式,您為學生上了那重要的一堂課……</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> 心痛!傷感!或惋惜,生命的軌跡依舊不停地往前推移。「錯過」是兩人道路的分歧;錯過,從此各朝各的方向前進。但「錯過」也許是一個更大圓滿的開啟,我們逆向出發,卻共同圈圍了一個更遼闊的疆域。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> 離開國中教職,為了替社會的祥和溫馨盡點力量,我願意像一隻鼓動翅膀的蝴蝶,雖然奮力只能輕搖棲息的樹枝,但壯志卻期待效應如擴散的漣漪,激起善念如大海。我開始走入許多人的故事裡,傾聽、書寫生命。成為事件、經驗的旁觀者。以第三人稱下筆,有如另一隻觀看的眼睛。當事人閱讀故事草稿時,他是文中的主角,也是那觀看的第三人稱,多重角色讓主角與事件經驗之間,有了不同的審視角度與距離,不自覺地,鬆動了事件的糾纏困縛。當我們拿著書寫好的故事草稿討論修正時,理性提升與感性交會,經驗被重新檢視。過程,我(傾聽、書寫者)又成為經驗再現與意義追尋的陪伴人,療癒力量就這麼產生了。許多愛與善被發現,有如光芒照進晦暗,我與主角同時沐浴在明亮中。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> 我愛自由自在書寫,樂於運用寫作、輔導與對現象觀看的綜合能力來服務人群。啊!我終於明白自己的天命!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> 走過人生上半場,我是學生。成長培訓過程,一點一滴滴,處處留有師長的關愛。我的內心充滿感恩,感恩師長教導,余德慧教授是其一,李維倫教授、張景媛教授、張學波教授、林懋榮老師、顏承龍老師……都是我敬愛的恩師。師生之間有許許多多的故事,每個記憶皆宣說我是幸福的學生。原來,師與生如此關聯!老師的天命是學生慧命的啟迪。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> 就在余老師往生前不久,我替一位路邊菜販寫故事,因緣起,又陸陸續續幫她的同參道友書寫。修行法門不變,同樣的那群人,只是道場遷移了,原來……不經意的,竟一腳踏進當年拒絕走入的田野,「老天!這是?」我問。</span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15165839352563267544noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2432241845253872534.post-86112156778577321902012-12-11T13:58:00.004+08:002012-12-12T16:47:08.526+08:00感懷 德慧(by 葉啟政)<div style="text-align: center;">
<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 文蘭中仿; mso-ascii-font-family: 文蘭中仿; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-language: ZH-TW; mso-hansi-font-family: 文蘭中仿;"><o:p><span style="font-family: 新細明體;"><i><span style="font-family: 文蘭中仿; mso-ascii-font-family: 文蘭中仿; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-language: ZH-TW; mso-hansi-font-family: 文蘭中仿;"><span style="font-family: 新細明體;"><span style="font-size: large;">德慧一直行著「歪道」,</span></span></span></i></span></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 文蘭中仿; mso-ascii-font-family: 文蘭中仿; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-language: ZH-TW; mso-hansi-font-family: 文蘭中仿;"><o:p><span style="font-family: 新細明體;"><i><span style="font-family: 文蘭中仿; mso-ascii-font-family: 文蘭中仿; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-language: ZH-TW; mso-hansi-font-family: 文蘭中仿;"><span style="font-family: 新細明體;"><span style="font-size: large;">那是因為他有著隨興而為的「任性」特質,</span></span></span></i></span></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 文蘭中仿; mso-ascii-font-family: 文蘭中仿; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-language: ZH-TW; mso-hansi-font-family: 文蘭中仿;"><o:p><span style="font-family: 新細明體;"><i><span style="font-family: 文蘭中仿; mso-ascii-font-family: 文蘭中仿; mso-bidi-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-language: ZH-TW; mso-hansi-font-family: 文蘭中仿;"><span style="font-family: 新細明體;"><span style="font-size: large;">而這經常正是有才情的人常見的性情。</span></span></span></i> </span></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 新細明體; font-size: large;"> 我在1977年認識德慧,至今有35年的歲月。與德慧,平時幾無來往,只在特殊場合裡,才有著偶遇的機會。他總是叫我一聲:葉老師。但是,我心裡頭一直是以學長弟的關係來看待這位可愛的學弟。</span></div>
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身為老師多年,我也忘了老師的意義何在,但你的電郵讓我意識到身為老師不是一件觸礁的事(Being a teacher is not like
shipwrecked) 。會不會我們少向老師表達感謝之意,理所當然以為老師會知道?</span></span></i> </span> </span></span><br />
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<a name='more'></a><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: 楷体;"> 最初,沒想到要寫些什麼,手上有幾件迫切待處理之事,生活中,緊急的事總是擺在重要的事之前。隨著日子的溜去,在忙碌中偷空閱讀懷念老師的文字,老師的影像益發清晰,老師的話語不時浮現,甚至好些個夜晚,夢見老師來到了巴中校園,而我喋喋不休的陪在老師身旁,和老師一邊走一邊說。老師很有耐心的聽我說,不時點頭回應。 <br /><br /> 以往和老師相處時,我是聽得多,說得少,為什麼如今我卻抓住老師喋喋不休呢?原來我有那麼多話要說、想說,於是我恍然明白,誠如道興師所言 :「經,無須頌給佛聽」,儀式或悼念,其實是為了我們這些尚在人世的人所設,我們在當中得到心情的梳理、慰藉和完成。<br /><br /> 大二上老師的「變態心理學」,大三「心理衛生」,大四「詮釋心理學」,三年共上過老師三門課。我是個極平凡的學生,總是靜靜的坐在一角聽老師的課,平時也很少發言,喜歡聽多過講。像我這樣不起眼的學生,我以為老師不會注意到我,沒想到有一回在課堂上,老師卻拋出一句話 : 「同樣一句話到了某人那裡是一堆屎,到了燕瑋那裡就開出一朵花。」嚇了我一跳。 <br /><br /> 又有一回,天氣很好,心血來潮穿了裙子去上課,對我們班的女生而言,除了極少數的一兩位是穿裙子上課之外,其他的就罕見。所以只要我們班的女生一穿裙子,就叫著盛裝打扮,大家都會去讚美欣賞一番。好像是玟靜說的 : 「心情好或心情不好時就要穿裙子到系上,因為原先就心情好的會更好,心情不好的會變好。」 結果老師見了我就說 : 「燕瑋穿裙子很Lady 」,至此我才知道老師對學生的觀察敏銳,他看見了每位學生。 <br /><br /> 有次上課時因課室剛粉刷,漆味殘留,老師叫大家走出課室,到北館的草坪上課。那天的課內容我已不復記憶,但那個場景 : 微風拂動、綠草如茵,老師在說,不時呵呵呵笑得像個孩子的樣子,永駐心中。<br /><br /> 老師喜歡上電影課,記憶中老師播放過黑澤明的《羅生門》和《蜘蛛巢城》,《蜘蛛巢城》是一則寓言,黑白片,看來很沉重和詭異。<br /><br /> 上心理衛生時,期末作業是改善心理衛生的作品。我和小毛同組,成品是一本親手製作的小書,製作過程從訪問、收集資料、討論、整理到完成--自裁紙張、寫字、插畫,印象非常深刻,那是一份極特別的作業,從中也看到了其他同學的創意構思和產品。猶記得作品發表會上,老師開心的樣子,像是父親看見孩子的成就。 <br /><br /> 大四的詮釋心理學,上得相當辛苦,從敍說資料的意義、生命視框、海德格的現象學,每次上課只能抓到一至兩句話,記得老師的課是排在傍晚六點至九點,方便其他人能來上課。每每上完課後,我是繼續在慢慢咀嚼思考大家的話語,漫步走過女九舍、小椰林、椰林大道,再回到女三舍。 <br /><br /> 打破理所當然、尋找生命視框、貼近他人的生命經驗,這是我在老師那兒學來而仍受用不盡的。畢業後我回到家鄉,在我生命困頓的那些年,閱讀老師的文章、運用老師的智慧讓我險渡了不少日子。 <br /><br /> 2001年12月我回到母系去看老師和同學,重新與自己的資糧聯結。機緣下認識了道興師,她邀我同去花蓮上余老師的課。在花蓮慈濟醫院的會議室,我上了余老師的課,也見到了維庭的二哥,維倫。那晚的課是談臨終關懷的,覺得自己還滿進入情況的,莫非是日子有功? <br /><br /> 上完課後,我隨道興師到老師在東華大學的宿舍留宿,第二天再回去台北。記得老師還細心的先去糕餅店為我們買第二天的早餐,老師選了某個品牌的豆漿說這個好,因為大豆卵磷脂(Soy lecithin)高。 <br /><br /> 第二天早上,老師陪我走東華大學校園,第一次和老師閒話家常,卻也是唯一的最後一次。離開東華宿舍前,老師還很體恤的叫我下回想來就來,不用擔心打擾他或不好意思。我僅向老師說 : 謝謝老師,老師再見。 <br /><br /> 第二年的教師節(2002年9月28日) ,我寫了電郵問候老師、謝謝老師(Thank you for being such a teacher )並祝老師教師節快樂。老師的回郵讓我有點訝異: 身為老師多年,我也忘了老師的意義何在,但你的電郵讓我意識到身為老師不是一件觸礁的事(Being a teacher is not like shipwrecked) 。會不會我們少向老師表達感謝之意,理所當然以為老師會知道?<br /><br /> 那天在編排巴中校訊時,才發現2008年第23期的巴中輔訊給逝去的文聖(一位前巴中同儕輔導團團員兼後來的前同事)一封信裡,有那麼一段提到老師 : 在死亡之前,生命是如此的蒼白、微不足道。我的老師說:生命是一場破局,鏡花水月終究成空。「那麼我們還要去成就甚麼呢?如果到頭來是一場空?」年輕的我們曾如此問。老師說:「要認真的活著但不要當真。如果你曾認真的笑過、哭過,鏡花水月曾清楚的映照過,也是一種完成。」難矣,至今的我仍參不透。請問:生命? <br /><br /> 維庭說:追隨老師的過程,是一個打開眼界的過程,在這過程中,生命也得到滋養。對身為臨床心理師的我來說,如果有案主受惠於我的照顧,如果我能提出精譬的見解,我都得感謝老師當時無私地給予與教誨。<br /><br /> 玟靜說:老師的學生有老有少各種學科背景性情都有,照老師的說法,有天上飛的,地上爬的,水裡游的。求道解惑,老師從不拒人於門外。老師寬厚有情,貼身觀察,俯拾皆是。如果那幾年沒有老師這樣的溫柔提攜,我的人生是否走向另一條路?<br /><br /> 麗莉說:他是那麼地用心說話,他的眼中只有人,沒有老師和學生之別,余老師是我認定的老師。 <br /><br /> 長苓說:老師你說師生相欠債,老師擔著學生的命與責任,既重且久;你說言語遮蓋比彰顯的多,沉默敘說才是生命的故事。謝謝老師給我的教導,這樣我有能力愛人,並且輕看人世風雨。 <br /><br /> 派桓說:由於老師的引導,我對世界、對心理學、對人與現象、對語言與科學,從此有了絕然不同的看法與觀念。雖然無緣在老師門下繼續領受薰陶,雖然我最終還是離開了學院的研究,但是無疑我的眼界曾經被這樣地開展,是幸運的恩寵。 <br /><br /> 摘錄維庭、玟靜、麗莉、長苓和派桓的感言,體會到老師的身教言教,深深影響了我們。「你的視野如何,身為你的學生視野也將如何。」謝謝老師讓我明白身為老師意味著什麼,謝謝老師你成就了我們。</span></span><br /><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"> 我和余德慧先生同是屏東子弟,他來自潮州鎮,我是林邊鄉人。民國63年,我考上台大心理學系,與正在念研究所的他結識,但彼此不太熟悉,直到我大三後兩人才有較多的互動。之後,我念博士班時,因與他同是楊國樞教授指導的學生而有了更深一層的認識和交流(余德慧先生於1983年取得博士學位,他的博士論文同時是由柯永河教授與楊國樞教授共同指導)。<br /><br /> 記憶中,余德慧先生是位「文藝青年」。據說他就讀省立潮州中學時便熱衷文學創作、編輯校刊;當我還在讀碩士班時,他已是《張老師月刊》的總編輯,每期月刊幾乎都可以看到他撰寫的精采文章!<br /><br /> 在那個年代,隨著月刊在島內普遍發行,余德慧先生的橫溢文采、滿腹經綸早為人所稱道;在學術、文化和出版界也逐漸闖出名號,以致他後來在台大心理學系授課,學生爭相搶修的情景,時有所聞。尤其當年他和楊國樞教授共同開設的「生死學」課程,更是全國創舉,引起很大的轟動。另一方面,他交遊廣闊、待人親切,研究室內同事、學生或訪客始終絡繹不絕。<br /><br /> 回想念大學時期,臺灣正處於經濟起飛,風氣漸開,學生視「抽菸」為流行。印象中當時的余德慧先生,菸癮就非常重,這很可能是導致他後來身體不是很勇健的原因之一。另外,他很早就懂得品味咖啡,每每經過他的研究室,總是菸味、咖啡香迎面而來。在我的記憶裡,那是余德慧先生獨特的生活品味與本真情調。<br /><br /> 後來我從博士班畢業,與他的接觸變少了,直到2000年,我們應楊國樞教授與黃光國教授之邀,一起參與教育部「華人本土心理學研究追求卓越計劃」,才又有較密切的合作與相處。我們也在此項計劃結案後繼續推動華人本土心理學,希望在研究問題意識、理論架構及立場觀念上,擺脫西方學術知識霸權的既定框架與「殖民」,但也試圖迂迴繞道並取其菁華,發展出臺灣自身,具文化性、臨床性及現場性的心理學思想知識與實踐經驗。<br /><br /> 余德慧先生在研究道路上,總有其獨到見解。就我所知,他的博士論文與早期研究較偏向於實證、量化的取向範疇;但在他赴美做博士後研究之後,便轉往現象學、詮釋學的研究途徑與理論思維。然而,有些人可能會質疑余德慧先生:「既然是在推動『華人本土心理學』,為何還要多此一舉,甚至「自相矛盾」或「誤入歧途」的引進歐陸哲學來探究心理學?」<br /><br /> 關於這點,我想替他稍做澄清。在我看來,余德慧先生是在選擇一條「迂迴的道路」前進。他很早就察覺國內心理學數十年來受西方影響頗深,且甚缺乏自身的歷史性,而哲學性思考也相對薄弱。借用法國漢學家法蘭斯瓦.余蓮或弗朗索瓦.于連(Francois Jullien)的觀點,他認為我們必須「借道西方」(特別是歐陸)回歸自身,從「他者」(尤其是歐陸哲學)的眼光來探索與理解自己的文化,從而真正走入華人的生活世界。對余德慧先生來說,現象學、詮釋學,以及後現代、後結構理論,便具有知識、理論和思想上的深度與廣度,得以為華人本土心理提供豐富養分,開闢出另一番新視野與新格局。<br /><br /> 事實上,余德慧先生日後也的確將本土心理學與社會問題及當代思潮緊密連結,賦予其濃厚的在地文化性;並從國人所談論的緣分、命運、信仰等議題走入人的內心世界與受苦現場,增加心理學的層次和厚度。而這些過程,更促使他晚年極力倡導人文臨床與療癒(療遇,encounter)之理念,親炙人類的脆弱心靈和社會苦痛,全心投入柔適照顧與臨終關懷,為受苦之人提供陪伴與膚慰,且與之進行靈性對話。<br /><br /> 記得某一年,我曾造訪余德慧先生屏東老家,他家看起來就像個小禪寺或齋堂。最近我才從他的大哥口中得知,他父親是位小學老師,年輕時就對佛學深感興趣且造詣精微,假日常到鄰近村庄宣揚佛法。我這才瞭解,余德慧先生長期對宗教經驗的熱衷鑽研、人性的深刻理解和社會的無私關懷其來有自,在他年少時早已耳濡目染,進而道成肉身、凝鑄成型。<br /><br /> 我常覺得余德慧先生這位優秀而拔尖的學長,對於學術、教育、社會的使命感,是火鳥般燃燒式的奉獻。縱然晚年受病魔摧殘,但他仍無怨無悔地付出與投入。這樣的風骨亮節是為人所感佩與景仰的。相信在許多人心中,余德慧先生將是位永遠令人懷念的先覺者與先行者。<br /><br /> 日前,一位高中退休國文老師寫信告訴我說:「余德慧老師的著作在我這一代當導師的夥伴中,影響力相當大,學校經費寬裕時,似乎導師辦公室都訂有《張老師月刊》;有些篇章,老師們也會印給學生閱讀,以便討論。」<br /><br /> 即便那個時代已經過去了,屬於那個時代的一切並未消失,都還深深烙印在我們心裡。<br /></span><br />
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<i>「某個人,您或我,趨步向前,並且說:終於,我要學會生活了」。Derrida在《馬克思的幽靈》有了這麼一段神秘的開頭。多年後,Derrida在接受世界報的訪問時,提到了這段謎語,他是在書寫完成後想到的。果然,結束是個開端;啟始是個終結……<br /><br />無盡的無盡,余老師的學術遺產和人格風範,是個完結的起點……</i><br />
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10月25日是余老師的「滿七」,我原先規劃的四場系列學術演講,也在這一天順利完成。圓滿的落幕,是一個開始。對於仍然努力追尋余老師學術志業的後繼者來說,更是如此。</div>
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4日開場的宋文里老師,提到本來想先請聽眾對余老師默哀一分鐘,但想到余老師不會喜歡這樣的儀式,而是更歡迎、領受學術辯論的氛圍。所以一如往常地,開門見山進行觀點論述,當然,演講主軸是以余老師為對話的對象。宋老師最後提到,在思考「巫情懷」研究時,目前打算發展出在校園或教室,乃至在諮詢室等空間中,把最為關鍵的「透過與神聖領域的對話」所達成的「療遇」究竟如何可能貫通起來,成為一種可以在大學中繼續傳承的理心術(心理治療)。而這當然是未竟的事項,也是宋老師的後弗洛依德式(Post-Freudian)加上文化心理學所揉合的人文臨床工作。如此的研究進程,也將是宋老師和余老師永恆的學術對話型態。 </div>
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11日彭榮邦的演講,呈現深受余老師學術思想影響的面向。心理學難道真的只有漫長的過去,短暫的歷史(Long past, short history)?這樣科學觀點的心理學排除了什麼他者?榮邦指出他的論文是一項反思性籌劃(reflective project),文化他者是其重要的後殖民論述起點。如此觀點呼應余老師的文化心理學主張:過去的跨文化心理學研究,透過某種準繩而比較分析文化之間的不同,對全球心理學群的發展之所以貢獻不大,在於這種著眼於差異所引導的知識生產,並不足以促成本土「化」的發生,反而只是生產文化區隔,好似透過檢定的差異就獲得區而隔之的合法論述,此後就可以自行其是,反而破壞全球心理學群之間的聯繫,這是條件規格的產路模式。知識處境的生產,如何呈現非條件化的臨在,是余老師後來凸出「柔適照顧」的實踐之路。 </div>
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18日是科恩博士(Dr. E. Cohen)的演講。他雖不認識余老師,但經由輔大黎建球前校長的引介,理解台灣的哲學諮商和人文臨床社群運作概況。哲學實踐引入心理諮商或心理治療的領域,更重要的啟發是,就現象學語言而言,治療者與個案的共同任務不是去觀察與診斷,而是一起打開被隱藏的狀態。就存有語言而言,治療者不採取目的導向或真理發現模式,而是開放性的在場(presence),與他者遭逢而觸動。就倫理語言而言,治療意味著對於召喚的回應,而不是給予忠告,或予以道德性的勸說。這樣將哲學實踐迎回心理療遇的懇切訴求,也是余老師推動人文臨床的另一未竟工程。 </div>
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25日的沈志中老師,以精神分析的深厚素養,提出一個關鍵問題。Canguilhem指出,心理學家的研究給人的印象猶如是一門混雜了「不嚴謹的哲學」、「寬鬆的倫理學」以及「不受控制的醫學」的學科。因此,若只是去凸顯「人文」的向度,而強調心理學是一門「人文科學」或「人文臨床科學」,這並不足以面對這樣的質疑。相反地,這只會讓心理學淪為科學之下一個身分不明的附庸。沈老師以清晰的知識脈絡,論證真理與慾望的問題。他認為解除能知主體,回到精神分析這門在心理學中被視為最不科學的學科,在1960-70年代所展開的「科學主體」論述,能為心理學開啟一條思想的道路。誠然,當代學科建制的規訓,人文臨床的倡議,是一種迂迴的進路,卻也可能可以重新聚集科學主體論述能量。沈老師認為余老師就具備這樣的聚集論述的磁吸力。如今,余老師雖離開我們,但余老師在學術上,也善於挪用的精神分析,也是日後踐行者,得以持續吸收的思想養料。 </div>
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接下來,在余老師「百日」的前一週(12月8日),由本土心理學研究與教學推動委員會主辦的「余德慧教授紀念學術研討會:在地的迂迴,遠去的歸來」,將是再次對余老師學術致敬的方式。大會規劃的探討主題,涵蓋老師的心理學本土化關懷、人文臨床的實踐,以及出入各種東、西方、古典、現代派別後,回歸華人生死主體的療遇之道的轉折。當然,研討會是一種形式,但這樣的言說秩序,卻也是一個論證余老師學術思維理念和人文臨床實踐的至高致敬方式。 </div>
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<span style="color: windowtext;"><span style="font-family: 新細明體;">余德慧教授已於民國</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="color: windowtext; font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold;">101</span><span style="color: windowtext; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-family: 新細明體;">年</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="color: windowtext; font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold;">9</span><span style="color: windowtext; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-family: 新細明體;">月</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="color: windowtext; font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold;">7</span><span style="color: windowtext;"><span style="font-family: 新細明體;">日(週五)晚上辭世,大家對於這位可敬的學術伙伴、老師與好朋友都深感不捨。
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<span style="font-family: 新細明體;">自</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold;">1990</span><span style="font-family: 新細明體;">年代起,余德慧教授對於華人本土心理學的諸多貢獻,以及他對學術實踐的熱誠與使命感,令人感動與欽佩。</span><br />
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與談者:余安邦<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>蔡怡佳</span></td>
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主持人:葉啟政<br />
與談者:龔卓軍<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>王心運</span></td>
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主持人:朱瑞玲<br />
引言者:楊國樞<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>葉啟政<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>顧瑜君</span></td>
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主持人:黃</span><span class="font7" style="font-family: 標楷體;">囇</span><span class="font6" style="font-family: Batang;">莉<br />
與談者:汪文聖<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>李維倫</span></td>
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主持人:孫蒨如<br />
與談者:林耀盛<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>石世明</span></td>
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主持人:葉光輝<br />
與談者:宋文里<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>王浩威<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>彭榮邦</span></td>
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主持人:黃榮村<br />
與談者:楊國樞<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>楊中芳<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>李美枝<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>短短的十個月,余老師把我們大家繫在一起,從無到有,一步一步的把我們帶上來。余老師在學術界的成就不需要我多說,但是可以走進臨床教學的老師真的不多,教導這群平凡到不行的志工更是困難。在沒有學位的包袱之下,我們更輕鬆的學習,而余老師是貼近我們的心在教導我們。</i></span></span></div>
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</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">余老師時時提醒我們要放下自己的宗教信仰</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> </span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">用開放的心去迎接不一樣的病人</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> </span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">不因宗教</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> </span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">種族而影響到我們的陪伴</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> </span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">那天晚上參加會議的有韓爺爺</span><span lang="EN-US" style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"><</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">榮民</span><span lang="EN-US" style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;">></span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">另外的一位是玉里醫院的員工及他的外籍配偶</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> </span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">大家一起聊聊這一週心情及瑣事</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"><br /><span style="font-size: large;">
</span></span><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">這十個月大家學到很多</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> </span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">很難想像一個像家的安寧病房</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"><br /><span style="font-size: large;">
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</span></span><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">小貓小狗洗好澡在病房自由的陪伴病人</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> </span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">病房內的家屬洗衣服不方便</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> </span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">志工想辦法變出一台全新的洗衣機</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> </span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">家屬來使用過後覺得冰箱不夠大</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> </span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">就變出一台新的冰箱</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"><br /><span style="font-size: large;">
</span></span><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">大家全心全意的打照一個像家的安寧病房</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> </span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">洗澡機壞了叫修要等</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> </span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">志工說大家不就不能洗澡</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> </span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">這跟家裡一樣</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> </span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">自己動手修理</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> </span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">一刻也不能等</span></span><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="EN-US" style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> <br />
</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">我們就像家人一樣不管多忙讀書會一定會放下手邊的工作來參與</span></span><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="EN-US" style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> <br />
</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">我想這比家人還要密切聯繫</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> </span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">一起分享生活點滴</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> </span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">一起面對病人疑難雜症</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"><br /><span style="font-size: large;">
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</span></span><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">而我是最幸福的那一個人</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> </span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">因為這段時間我經歷了懷胎十月</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> </span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">我中午都在病房內用餐還在病人的床旁椅上睡午覺</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> </span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">我的病人還要負責照顧我怕我睡過頭</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"><br /><span style="font-size: large;">
</span></span><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">每當我睡午覺時她都不敢睡</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> </span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">眼睛都看時鐘一直幫我注意時間</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"><br /><span style="font-size: large;">
</span></span><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">我都笑說</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> </span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">你每次看到我都約我要睡覺</span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"> </span><span style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Tahoma; mso-bidi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Tahoma; mso-hide: all;">還好我老公在不然就誤會大了</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="color: #333333; display: none; font-family: "Tahoma","sans-serif"; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hide: all;"><br /><span style="font-size: large;">
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<span style="font-size: small;">今年暑假,我著手規劃政大心理系十月份的系列學術演講,是基於拓展人文取向臨床與諮商心理學的理念,期盼打開心理學的論述空間。如今,這一系列的演講,在余德慧教授過世後,格外具有意義,也是紀念老師的一種學術致意方式。這一系列演講的時間地點如下表所示,以下簡要說明各場次演講追思、紀念余老師的意涵。</span><a name='more'></a></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /> 10月4日邀請到宋文里老師(輔大心理系教授),演講題目是「療遇時刻:理心術與療癒的兩種文化交叉論述」。宋老師學養豐富,穿梭古今經典,在這一場次的演講,將對當代「心理治療」的術語翻譯提出質疑,並隱含與余老師的「巫情懷」研究相互對話,進而思索「透過與神聖領域的對話」所達成的「療遇」,究竟如何可能的文化心理追究。宋老師在追思余老師的〈悼念我的soul brother〉一文提到:「當著小余的面,尤其在他演講完畢後,我跟他君子論道,還是很喜歡挑他的語病,但他多半不會多作辯解,要嘛就是根本避而不答,所以我有些時候只好寫信跟他打破沙鍋問到底。我們的交情從來不會因為這樣的爭論而受到任何影響。」宋老師在此演講中,相信仍會不斷地與余老師論辯對話,也可持續讓人文心理學的種子播散與萌芽。</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"> 10月11日邀請到彭榮邦先生(杜肯大學心理系博士候選人),演講題目是「想像的他者,他者的想像:心理學的所謂『文化轉向』」。榮邦是余老師的碩士論文指導學生,是新生代投入後殖民批判論述、本土心理學和現象學心理學的重要力量。他將從心理學所謂的「文化轉向」切題,認為其意涵是心理學的話語性實踐以「文化」這個新的差異性能指,替換了「種族」這個舊的差異性能指。余老師曾指出:「本土『化』心理學的核心機制,關鍵在於如何利用差異來攻錯,亦即,文化之間的差異不是用來做區隔,而是來攻錯。」相信此次「迎向他者的心理學」演講,同樣可以深化余老師的學術實踐關懷。<br /><br /> 10月18日邀請到Dr. E. Cohen演講,演講題目是’The Theory of Logic-Based Therapy’。科恩(Cohen)博士是艾理斯理情學院(the Albert Ellis Foundation)的顧問和批判性思考學會(Institute of Critical Thinking)的會長、美國哲學、諮商與心理治療協會(American Society for Philosophy, Counseling, and Psychotherapy)的創辦人和執行長、美國印地安河社區學院(Indian River Community College)的教授兼系主任。科恩近期在台灣心靈工坊出版其著作的中譯本:《這麼想就對了--哲學家教你破除11種負面想法》。余老師為這本書作序(也是老師幫心靈工坊出版諸多書籍寫序、或導讀推薦的最後一篇序文書寫)提到:「曾經被哲學同行視為不務正業的哲學諮商慢慢有了雛形,如果能有哲學家能自解疆域,投入苦難的社會救援,幸甚啊!」余老師近年來推廣人文臨床,並和臨床哲學、人文治療、哲學諮商等領域交流,相信本演講可以促進哲學和心理學解域運動的延伸。<br /><br /> 10月25日邀請到沈志中老師(台大外文系副教授),演講題目暫訂為:「不可能的知識?非病理化的精神分析」。沈老師是「人文臨床與療癒」社群的固定成員,是本社群精神分析學門的重要發言人和貢獻者,其對精神分析的完整訓練和敏銳心思,往往提供人文臨床的新觀點。沈老師曾批判,人文臨床不能是一種療癒:「如果人文臨床只是在於解除人的心靈痛苦,為什麼不交給更有用處的藥物?為什麼要花更多時間、精力且不見得有效的人文臨床,做為療癒的工具?」余老師同意沈老師拒絕狹義的功能論觀點,並贊同人文臨床應是認識人類文化和社會現象的重要觀點(角度)。如此人文臨床和文化社會現象的連結,如何經由精神分析媒介作為一種實踐入口,本演講當可提供反思和激盪。<br /><br /><br /> 以上規劃的四場系列演講,歡迎參加,謝謝。<br /><br /> 地點:國立政治大學果夫樓080101室<br /><br /> 時間:10月份,每週四下午2:10-4:00</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: large;"><i><b>追思會前的失眠夜晚,我重讀著老師的書,</b></i></span></div>
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<i><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>to the life every one of us belongs to.</b></span></span></span></i></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> 2006</span></span><span style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">年</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">6</span></span><span style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">月</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">24</span></span><span style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">日在東華大學的退休講座,余老師準備了</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">160</span></span><span style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">套自己的作品並親筆簽名送給參加講座的朋友,但仍然不足於現場的人數。余老師在會上說:「我把大家的名字寫一遍,覺得自己做為大家的</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">mediator</span></span><span style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">的任務就告一段落了。」</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: 新細明體; font-size: large;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><strong>您總是帶著一支可以剔牙的金鉤子,</strong></span></span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: 新細明體; font-size: large;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><strong>一邊看書一邊興<wbr></wbr>趣盎然地咀嚼裡面的話語,</strong></span></span></i></div>
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<span style="font-family: 新細明體; font-size: large;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"> 這許多天以來,許多您的學生同事都已經為你寫了許多悼念文字,我<wbr></wbr><span class="word_break"></span>卻真的不知道要寫什麼。除了一直想到您在東華時每天盯著大家唸東<wbr></wbr><span class="word_break"></span>西,寫寫田野記錄之外,就是您研究室裡面咖啡和煙味還有各種陳年<wbr></wbr><span class="word_break"></span>書籍香氣的混和。您總是帶著一支可以剔牙的金鉤子,一邊看書一邊興<wbr></wbr><span class="word_break"></span>趣盎然地咀嚼裡面的話語,或者是要我說說這次去田野地之後的心得<wbr></wbr><span class="word_break"></span>,然後又看著我說,「不用想故事,先說說你怎麼看到的。」等到我<wbr></wbr><span class="word_break"></span>支吾地講完大概的想法,您又在幾個書架之間抽出幾本不同的書,說<wbr></wbr><span class="word_break"></span>不用全部看完,但是仔細看看裡面怎麼寫「概念」這回事。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 新細明體; font-size: large;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"> 直到我們緩步離開您的研究室,步履中草叢窸窸簌簌。覺得好像某些<wbr></wbr><span class="word_break"></span>真實的事物就會在星光下從東華的草叢中冒出來。好像很真實,又很<wbr></wbr><span class="word_break"></span>魔幻。那三年在東華的時光,在這種交替感覺中度過。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 新細明體; font-size: large;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"> 最後一次見您是在2008年春節,您和顧老師轉到在美崙的住處。<wbr></wbr>許多故舊門生都回來「娘家」過新年,我也帶著當時才剛交往的<wbr></wbr></span></span><span style="font-family: 新細明體; font-size: large;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"><span style="font-family: 新細明體;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}">現在的</span></span>太太第一次見您。妻子問說,余老師家都是這麼熱鬧嗎?我笑笑,是<wbr></wbr>阿,在我們的心裡一直都是這樣。</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 新細明體; font-size: large;"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}"> 老師,您一直為我們開著研究室的門,不過這次要走到您研究室的路<wbr></wbr><span class="word_break"></span>途,已經是千山萬水。教師節此時想想我此生碰到了哪些老師,改變<wbr></wbr><span class="word_break"></span>了我的什麼,卻只能想到和你在東華行走的那些夜晚。</span></span><br />
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<i><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>含藏著老師專注耗神的細密手藝與心思。</b></span></span></span></span></span></i></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> 921<span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">,一串珍藏記憶的數字,一個值得紀念的日子。</span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span> 2012</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">年</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">9</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">月</span><span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">21</span></span><span style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">日,在花蓮,一場生死和思念的</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "新細明體","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">盛會,我參與了。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"> 老師說,那也是一種黑暗中的思考,也是一種Bataile指出的「消盡」。「消盡」指的是原始人把自己的勞動成果,尤其是初收產品(獵物或稻穀),首先以奉納給諸神的方式耗費掉或破壞掉。這一行為完全脫離了「生產消費-再生產」的功利性經濟迴路,唯有在「消盡」這個行為,才能發現其價值和目的性。儘管老師的思考實踐往往和主流學術社群不同,但老師一直是以非功利性的「消盡」修行,循環、紮根播下人文臨床的種子。<br /><br /> 因為有些研究主題和老師有交集,我們也會互相下載論文彼此寄送。老師說,能夠分享文章和想法是幸福的。送行過程中,我在心中默默跟老師報告近期的閱讀思考,我想,或許會是老師喜歡的送行方式。<br /><br /> 21日下午,在追思會上,我和幾位學弟妹在台上,唱一首老師當年曾帶著我們唱的歌--〈阮若打開心內的門窗〉。<br /><br /> 老師說,生寄死歸。出生是寄養在花盆,死亡意味著「離開」世間,但同時它也意味著「回家」,返回到宇宙的本原狀態。如今,老師回家了,留給我們永恆的「鄉愁」。但老師也幫我們開啟了一扇門窗:無論在學術上、生活上,讓我們看到不一樣的世界。「阮若打開心內的門窗,就會看到故鄉美麗的田園」,我們也就可以靠近余老師,更靠近老師的心思經驗。老師留下珍貴的精神價值和思想遺產,老師不會離開我們。<br /><br /> 然而,難過不捨是必然的過程。想到老師曾翻譯他也喜歡的重要詩人Rilke的詩作--〈入冥時分〉:<br /><br /> 誰此刻在世界的某處哭<br /><br /> 無端端在世界上哭,在哭著我<br /><br /> 誰此刻在世界的某處笑<br /><br /> 無端端在世界上笑,在笑著我<br /><br /> 誰此刻在世界的某處走<br /><br /> 無端端在世界上走,向我走來<br /><br /> 誰此刻在世界的某處死<br /><br /> 無端端在世界上死,眼望著我<br /><br /> 總是迴盪在思念無盡,存有綿延。當一切都已說出,唯一留待說出的是憶念。等待的語言或許是沈默的,沈默已成為一種語言,沈默大音。Derrida 認為,死亡,不只是哀悼問題。如何看待愛、記憶、許諾、命定、體驗這一切呢?既然諾言從許下之時,且不管看上去多麼不可能,就做出承諾,該承諾又超越死亡。諾言一開始就做出承諾,即使不再有人在那裡對諾言做出回答或擔保。<br /><br /> 沈默運思中,綿延我們對老師的尊崇、敬愛和諾言,是老師「回家」後,我們打開心內的門窗追憶老師,須持續思考與實踐的終極功課。<br /><br /> 老師,謝謝您曾教給我的一切。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">生命裡總有些人就像這一瞬之光,</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">有了這光,我們才得以凝視……</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">老師,祝你今天教師節快樂!</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">每年的教師節總想跟你說一聲,</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">但又擔心您是否會覺得我們落於俗套而總說不出口……?</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">今年,我不管了,</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"> 老師,我都有聽你的話,每天靜心一小段時間,</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">而我也把這樣的一種態度傳承給我的學生,</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"> 余老師對多數的人都很和善,充滿耐心,但是他對於同樣學心理學的<wbr></wbr>後輩們,常常在我還沒將我的問題說完時,就一巴掌打過來,直說「你<wbr></wbr>阿呆!腦袋打結,中了主流心理學的毒很深」,說話常常嘴巴被塞住,<wbr></wbr>無法完整說完。不過,也不須說完,因為老師做為心理學界的前行者<wbr></wbr>,心理學的基礎理論研究,倒背如流,你才提前言,他已經知道你的<wbr></wbr>問題要問什麼了。我想,這些問題肯定老師在年輕時,做為一個心理<wbr></wbr>學的研究生、博士生的時代,不知早就反覆琢磨幾千遍。最後,他才<wbr></wbr>殺出一條屬於自已的道路。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> 常常有人說,余老師的話(文章),很難懂。我想,這是一定的。他<wbr></wbr>如此凝鍊的文字,彷彿結晶體,一次無法看透立體的多面性。有時,<wbr></wbr>像是純度高的濃縮液,很難一飲而入喉啊!常常必須要創造發明某些<wbr></wbr>新的字詞,為了貼近田野現場中的某個瞥見的缺洞。不在脈絡中<wbr></wbr>的人,很難知其所以。這就一點不足為奇了!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> 但是憶起受教於余老師的那段求學點滴,我不得不承認,個人私底的情緒終究讓我意識到老師的「在」與「不在」,居然也是一道撕裂痕,裡頭有無法言喻的沉鬱。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> 9月15日奔赴花蓮,在靈堂(或講堂)前,喃喃地與老師話別。沒有強烈的哀慟,只有輕柔的私語,話語中凝望著老師遺容的同時,突然想到「音容宛在」這四個字,紊亂的思緒不自覺陷落「在與不在」的思索之中。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> 於是,我深深覺得「在」與「不在」之間,接際著一片遙思的地帶,告訴著我說:其實余老師是藉著「宛在」的方式,以一種似假猶真的切近感、無形的實體,仍然與我們談生道死,一切如昔……。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> 回程的列車上,追憶余老師在「宗教與文化」課堂的啟蒙和論文指導,2005年初秋,首次造訪老師的研究室後,從此我便相信--「師生」是世間智識關係的「親屬」,而非「從屬」,除了授業解惑,還有著一種認了彼此的緣份……。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"> 當我想起老師言潔意深的話語,想起老師手持放大鏡,神情專注地陪同學一起導讀,想起口試之前,老師耳提面命交代該注意的重點,想起老師微笑細語的鼓勵……,</span><span style="font-size: large;">種種</span><span style="font-size: large;">觸景,但思緒卻是淡淡、緩緩,而「宛在」的身影即在沉思中悄然滋漫。</span></div>
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「感謝您引領我進入Bataille與Luhmann的世界,學生永誌師恩……,老師請慢走!」</span></div>
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